sunday

Finally not need go to school, holiday started...
But need to go to work, industrial training started...
Within two weeks, 3 of my friend show their bf to me....
Of course happy cos finally noe hu's my friend bf....
However, on the other hand, i jealous it veli much...
Avtime c my friends together with their bf, it reminds me last time i oso got one...
Duno izit i myself stubborn or a better one haven appear in front of me,
i still will cry in d late nite when i alone in d room, although he seems have another gal oredi
Remember last time both of us said will intro new partner to each other when v break,
But reality is reality, ''kind lie'' not mean wont hurt....
Sometime not like pretending happy, but sad in front of ppl does it help?
They will end up with fed up comforting u...
I may live outside, but whole body r hurted......
Tot dat can give up, but totally opposite n being more coward...
Afraid of getting hurt, getting lose, getting lost...i cant bear with it anymore...
Avtime just sit there envy my friend got ppl sayang, concern
but never think of starting a new relationship again..