disappear

Another day being Insomia..
Mayb too full........
Feel wana be disappear.......
wat can make me disappear?commit suicide?
Of course not.......Change myself again???not....
just feel wana escape...but i cant escape....
I WANA ESCAPE.....I WANA ESCAPE....
Hu can help me?????

~~~dreaming~~~

"Welcome back"

The husband gave the wife a kiss...

"U must be very tired rite?" meanwhile d wife wiped husband's sweat....

"Ya....wat do u cook today?"

"Today i cook something special, i create some different dishes"

"Sound delicious, let's have a try. Em...not bad, but this a little bit salty......this a little bit sour....."

This scene happened when a husband back home from his part time job-as a postman....

After d dinner, they watched movie together.....d husband embracing d wife, both of them sitting at sofa...after dat,walking at d beach....den they go bed to sleep...

D wife was a , avtime when d customer have a happy smiling face after they cut their hair, she will feel happy.....

D life of both husband n wife is so simple......

This is wat i dreaming for when i got nothing to do n sit at d icy cool freezy room....Thinkin of d life without any pressure, tension.....a veli simple n hapiness life. Find d right person, earning little, spending little. B ppl's yellow face women, say yes to her husband whatever her husband told her...Won't ask for more...fashion, nice food, entertainment....

Haha..this is just wat i dreaming for......But can i b ppl's yellow face women ar? washing clothes avday, clean d house avday...Ppl say wat listen wat...wont chase for trend, nice food and entertainment........If i can do this, how nice my life would be.....

Last time tot to be a nun.......No friendship, relationship, family, academic, career, economy, physical problem....But i'm a ordinary gal, chinese called ''fan ren''....i cant let go those relationship.....cant get rid of these problem....

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